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I am in the lowest depths, and I can no longer pray
Created on 2008-06-28 23:58:27 (#15973433), last updated 2008-07-22
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well basically i hate my life. I always have. I like reading poetry and philiosophy. I do acting in canad ahere, some sides and stuff. I used to care, but now I just sit and work and think. I think forhours on end, listening to somtiems one song over and over for days. I've not been diagnosed but am ocd, and have been diagnosed with depression, im sure theyre wrong. they rushed me out of the office. my dad is a loser crack addict, my mom is a control freak, but im s ure they both care somewhat. Im in Canada, Ive got two dogs, and a fun job which is all that keeps me laughing. My bf and I are on the verge fo breakingup and we both know it, its sucks but what can ya do...? I cry for hours and tear at myself really, I write alot too. I just want out of this world. everyday is jst a jump into a new fantasy to keep me going, and knowing I can always curl up and die helps methru alotta nights! Im really just a fuck up, and most ppl arent shy about letting me know.
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acting, baudelaire, books, counting calories, exercise, fantasizing, history channel, learning, lol yes learning, lots of books, philosophy, rimbaud, romantic and symbolic poetry, writing
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